2020/01/16 Sunny Thursday

Lu had not live streaming yesterday and I saw her in the playground as expected~ It was not crowed there in the morning. I searched the rubbish bin after she left and there was a small bag which was really obvious because someone had just cleaned it up. It seemed to be not recyclable rubbish. How about I search it more detailedly next time? Haha…

By the way, I asked Cheese for help about photoshopping my photo. Haha So lucky that I found out my old polaroid camera. Should bring it to the playground next time since it seems better in taking photos than phone. 

It is a kind of happiness to have a live to watch in the evening~

2020/01/15 Snowy Wednesday

Old Zhao is brilliant, a toper! Real man!! Make me drunk to throw up!!! I did not wake up until noon and got out from my bed at 2pm. My whole is ruined. Missed today’s live streaming as well…

I heard that full-time live streamer are usually all-day round. Don’t know if it is possible to see Lu’s live streaming for the whole day. Or maybe she has some other jobs?

It starts to snow, so cold (have to change pen here since the previous one is ran out).

2020/01/14 Snowy Tuesday

Bighead has be back in Chengdu. Lost one guy whom I can hang out with, again. But think about this, he has job there, his girlfriend is with him, there is no chance he can make any other decision. 

Lu is in Wuhan and I stay here, isn’t it?

I looked through all the photos, and even the most fitted one is not qualified for posting on to the Moments…My account photo is still empty. She will definitely block me if I add her with this.

The good thing is I have met Lu in person before. There’s a chance that she can still remember me. So, maybe directly tell her my name might be better?

I brought a second-hand electric car. Because it is forbidden to charge it inside the dormitory, I left it being charged in the corridor. Hope it will not be stolen…This dormitory may not allowed me to stay in soon. Apartments outside the campus are expensive to death.

2020/01/13 Slightly Snowy Monday

After getting closer and colder for several days, snow finally comes. It’s deadly freezing in the dormitory. How unbelievable to have no heater in the south…

Lu had a live streaming in Sunday so I guessed that she will not get up early like she usually does and I was right. I did not find her…It is complicated to say how I feel about her live streaming, after all she only belongs to me in this morning time.

I brought a new sim card along with buying the point card, and applied for a new WeChat account with my new phone number. Really, what kind of Moments does Lu like? The Japanese star she likes called Yamada is a rough guy. Should I make up a artistic or wander’s style one? Have totally no idea about this…What if she hate it?

Old Zhao gave me a lot of useful equipment. We will go out for bbq tomorrow. His son is in middle school and he is a really busy man.

I asked ErDog for the money he owed me in the WeChat. This son of a bitch had never replied me at all.  Fuck!!! It’s highly possible that he spent all those money on food.

2020/01/12 Sunny Sunday

Lu has a live streaming today!!! I failed in adding money into my account. Seems like my bank account is empty. Even though I made a phone call to the number in Lu’s live streaming, they did not read mine. Also, I don’t really dare to talk with her. She might be disappointed. But she should be able to recognize me (if we meet in person). 

Really decide to deliver food. I asked Bighead and he introduced Old Zhao to me, who has done this deliver job for over half a year around this community. He is professional one. Just in time, it is weekend and we met in this afternoon. Really a reliable man, around 40 years old. What’s more, he gave me the list of nearby neighborhoods, told me which are hard to get in. Bighead my good buddy.

I’m going to buy some points card tomorrow. Still can not figure out why my bank card is not working. My WeChat wallet is also empty. Seem like I only can use cash now??? This is funny. I should ask ErDog for the money he owed me.

2020/01/11 Sunny Saturday

Lu did not hold a live streaming yesterday. I did really miss her yesterday at midnight. I saw her in the playground in this morning. It’s not usual to see her tie her hair like a ponytail. She likes using a fake hair during the live streaming (seems to be a fake one, I am not sure…) To me her real hair and real person is much cuter. Ah Ah Ah…I should say in this way. She is cute in anyway, any time. 

It’s so sucks I am to not even dare to ask her for her WeChat number… I feel like Sansan knows about my thought but I just too afraid to ask.

The weather is getting colder these days and Lu starts to shook out her hair to warm, lovely!!!

I asked Sansan for the WeChat number in the afternoon. He does know, I’m so right about this!!! What a big success!!! Anyhow, Sansan has already guessed that I have feelings on Lu. He himself has even asked me for Jingyi’s WeChat… So, who asked first owes more.

(Number on the side) lul0202

0202 supposed to be birthday and it’s coming coon. I should come out a present choice.

Planning to build a new account, making it good and adding her account with it.

2020/01/10 Partly Cloudy Friday

Temperature is decreasing these days. I have heard that Beijing has started snowing. It will happens here really soon. 

Bighead has worked as a food delivery man some time before, which does not feel really hard to do. He says the job can influence his romantic life. But it seems suiting me really well? I plan to learn about that.

I got no response from the job finding website. It is no help to just wait. I have run out of reward money…

2020/01/09 Slightly Rainy Thursday

Lu will be live streaming this evening. Look forward to it!!!

Seeing Lu online!!!

Lu said a lot about her plan after the graduation. Not surprise that she does not want to leave and want to do live streaming as a job. 

15112503421—>Hotline for her live streaming room. But it was not working this time.

How can I get money to send Lu live room gifts…

2020/01/08 Partly Cloudy Wednesday

It is so coooold outside without the sun. Really want to go back to Beijing where has heaters in home while there’s none in South!!!

HR who interviewed me is ridiculous. It is nom problem for me to start working as an intern, but how can he asked this with his small company, offering that poor little salary. It’s not even better than playing games for others. Trash!!!

Received that new printer and it was great. I printed some photos of Lu, Hah.

2020/01/07 Partly Cloudy Tuesday

Totally don’t know how to describe my feelings that Lu is truly doing live streaming all the time. After graduating, she seems like really want to turn this into a serious job. Fortunately that she is doing it in home instead going to some agent company’s place for work. She is offline these days but keep posting photos on Weibo, cute ones!!! She says that there will be a live streaming this Thursday in the daytime. This is so like my Lu, never do live in the midnight. 

Ordered a photo printer online, can also use it for printing resume, but a little expensive. My wallet is not that full recently but it is not easy to ask Mom for money…

2020/01/06 Sunny Monday

I sent resume again, got four responses and one call.

I feel like that the Collage education background means nothing nowadays. I can only make up story when answering their calls. No matter what they asked, I can all reply a “Yes, I can.”, Hahahah But the job they offered is located in Hankou district which is too far away. I have no idea why auto resume submission can result in a job in that distance. 

Got another phone call in he afternoon. It is near Wuchang Railway Station. I can do have an interview there in this Wednesday.

Asked Sansan about Lu when I was buying coffee and confirmed that Lu will live around the school for half a year. I am so clever to not move to some other places!!! Sansan told me that Lu is doing live streaming in her home. Long time ago, I thought she might only do that for fun and never imagine this can be her job. Don’t feel really tight about this… But I had her live streaming room’s number. Sansan does not have her WeChat number either. She might be avoiding being traced by strange followers and seldom add people into her personal account…But it is a big progress for me to gather live streaming number!!!

2020/01/05 Sunny Sunday

It’s rare to successfully hang out with Bighead for basketball on Sunday.

Finally got my graduation certificate yesterday and picked up Jizai’s by the way. Will mail it to him next week. Jizai ran away so fast. But his father is likely a boss of some factories in Guangzhou and Jizai may go back to take charge of those factories. Bighead seems has a job to do as well. Civil Engineering is definitely a better major than my eye glasses major…I did not ask him about the details. I do feel a little bit upset that there is only myself alone in the dormitory right now… I always know that it is a bad decision to accept major adjusting at the very beginning. But thinking in another way, I will never meet Lu if I did not do that. So, positive and negative effects are existing at the same time.

Bighead might be back to his home town for work. I heard that he accepted the job only because it is in Chengdu. It will be impossible to ask him out in the future.

It’s Monday tomorrow. I should keep sending resume before they start to clean up the dormitory.

Oh by the way, I saw Lu in the old place nearby the play ground!!! She is no longer work for the coffee shop after graduation. Really don’t know where she has been in these days, probably looking for a job as well. She studies Media which should not be hard to find a job. Or maybe she already has one? Fortunately she lives nearby the campus. It will be so delightful to get her WeChat number.

2020/01/04 Sunny Saturday

My damn hand…downloaded that new online game Nishuihan. Added 200 bucks and did not draw anything. I should never download this kind of thing again, really a waste of money.

Don’t know when my graduation certificate can be arrived. It is required for job finding. How troublesome this is! Jizai asked me to pick up his for him. May have to go to school this afternoon for a look. 

Of course waiting is meaningless, taking actions is the most effective. Jizai’s diploma and mine are the only two that left on the shelf. I called him and he wanted me to keep his off a while. May be we both have procrastinate?

The festival atmosphere is more and more rich now. People in the campus are decreasing over time while the streets are looked more celebratory. I supposed that labors were back in Wuhan because this is the provincial capital.

2020/01/03 Sunny Friday

Finally asked Bighead out for basketball. This busy man seems is packing his luggage up these days. He might hardly be back here and will be hard to meet in the future.

Nothing special happened. I sent out resume all days in the dormitory. Internet speed is better since there are fewer people on campus now.

2020/01/02 Sunny Thursday

Went to the coffee shop in the morning. Lucky that Sansan was still there and she said that Lu has already quitted just after graduated. She did not mentioned where she would go.

I told grandpa and grandma that I will not be back home this year, but Dad and Mom might be back to Tianjing to stay with them.

2020/01/01 Sunny Wednesday

This is the sixteenth diary since I started my collage. A lot of notebooks have been given to me from Dad. There is just no reason to not use them, lol…

Graduated! Keep looking for jobs. But I also got a holiday with no end. Gotta call Bighead for basketball in this weekend.

There’s only twenty something days before the Spring Festival (Though it is New Year’s Day today, usually the Lunar one seems more cheerful). Seems I will be alone in the dormitory this year, though grandpa wants me to celebrate the festival back in Beijing. Don’t want to be back before actually find a job. Plus, once a back in home, they will keep asking questions like “have you find a girlfriend yet?” etc…

Oh, have asked Luckin Coffee shop and did not see Lu there. She is not in School Coffee shop either. Maybe she quitted job after graduate?